How are you Diana, hope you both keep well by the grace of god. And how is Glenn.
Everyday I pray for you both. You may think I’m kidding. No its fact. You may think that
I never called up, I always tried to call when I was in India, but your relatives always banged phone.
Anyway I hope now you are happy. When I failed to contact you I asked my relatives or friends to talk to you, you refuse to talk to them. Now I’m sure it is not your relatives wanted, it is you Wanted.
Do not say I ruined your life, it is you, went away, I never pushed out of house, you may told your relatives all wrong things which are not true. But he knows the truth.
I always tried to bring you back, I promised him all mighty, if you still want me to change ill change. being humble, ill not loose anything, he will bless me, All the words your mother and father told you to do and you did to me, I leave it to him, I pray that with St.lawrence, and I’m sure he will give me justice. Sooner or later. I never intended to harm you, I only reacted with you behavior, you did with me.
When you expect something you have to learn to give something. I know I never said a word, coz I talk less, but I never asked you to collect water from municipal tap, instead I brought it from far away. And that you never realized such things you always thinking from your side.
Life is not so easy, if you are in my shoe, you may realize how cruel this world is; get a single person saying, whatever you have done to me is right, other than you relatives.
I’m bold to swear on anything, that so far, my any relatives, misguided me in my personal matters, can you do the same..? But I got humiliating wishing letters. But that will not make any change coz I know the truth.
I never fell in love with anyone like you; I always saved myself for someone special. That’s why I asked when you came to my house 1st time and you said there is nothing to say about college life. So I never checked about you. But sooner I come to know something. But I made my mind that, you made a mistake without knowing and I accepted you. But when you with hold sex, I thought something wrong, still I lived with that. I never made an issue out of it.
I approached all possible persons and church authorities to bring you back, you ever did any..?.
You always said I never made any contacts to you to show that I love you, how many time Vasai priest called you, and you said he was harassing you, I was there with him, asking him call you. You very well remember how much time I came to your door step, Helens house, dahisar and shirva also, but you
You know very well what virtues I have, and those are not valued any for you. And I’m not going to loose any. I always say I loved One Lady So far, and I will be. I will not break my sacrament. I always keep my door open for you. If you want me to be more humble I’ll come to you 1000 times more any where, just say you want me. And do not ask forgiveness, I’m not worth to forgive you. Ask him, if he can…
You May afraid now if you come back ill take revenge for whatever you have done. NEVER. The moment you go against wish of all you relatives I promise you, In the name of Any God or Saint. I will make you regret yourself by Loving You.
Still this is not what you wanted then ill let you go.
I Love You Always..
With lots of love