My best wishes to you. put in your best efforts. please understand that you are not doing any favour to any one. its your life. you got to decide what’s best for you. Please do not hesitate if you have to involve your parents. there is nothing wrong. we all make mistakes. Should we run away? Is that the solution?
But this does not mean someone can hurt you or abuse you.
I am in USA and i dont mind talking to you if you need any help. email me at james.3iii at yahoo.com with your number and time to call. But all in all, my only aim is to save a family from falling apart. I may not be able to answer all your questions., but i promiss to try my best.