We both know, it was a silly mistake, misunderstanding, differences, unavoidable circumstances and our ego, which broke us apart. and none of us gain nothing than Divorce.
What made me write this is, i know you comes to my blog and read each and every section, repeatedly, coz i know, you still have place for me, even you told me, When i called you and asked you to come back,
NOT TO DREAM, IN THIS MY LIFE, THAT YOU WILL COME BACK TO ME.
anyway now we lost 10 years of our most precious time of our life, You know better, the truth about whatever i wrote here in blog.it is not the the time to judge our past.or who was wrong and who was right.
LETS FORGET OUR PAST AND START NEW.
thats what i wanted to ask, PLEASE COME BACK.
I am writing this openly, to everyone to know, i gave you last chance, because, for me marriage is a sacrament, not divorce. before i says
Long before, once i said i am ready to take her back, then someone said she is not worth to take back, but even today i can say, as a person she is not BAD,I know her inside out, better than anyone else
Anyone can make a mistake, as a human being, sometimes we are very weak, to control our personal needs, sometimes we do wrong knowingly or unknowingly, THATS WHY PENCILS HAVE ERASERS; As a Christian, if i am not forgive her, who else will forgive. Making mistakes is human nature, we should get over it, forgive and forget and make sure not to repeat same mistake again.
This post may scare off my future brides, as some already asked, i am still in love with you. as for every proposals i show this blog to read. coz there is nothing to hide in my life.
I hereby show the world again that, what, marriage was for me, what i did to save my marriage, and my dedication to my marriage.
I wrote It, what, i have in my mind, last time. now its up to you to decide, it is your life.
if you cann`t come back,
these my words will haunt you rest of your life. and you are the one answerable to GLENN.
AND SAME WORDS WILL RELEIVE ME, rest of my life.
[ P.S : for other girls, January 30th 2009 is final date for this, after that, i no longer keep my old memories to haunt me, remind me and scare me ]